:D

I love my boyfreN~
Yesterday, he came over to find me.
And got dragged by me to Kbox.
hehs. I know it isn't his favourite having to go with me.
So poor thing. Guess I was the only one having all the fun.
Oh! My tingting works there is sooooooo nice!
I am so going to go ther often!!^^
Then went Kpool. haha. Xin dono how to play pool.
I am a useless, disappointing gf.
BUT BOYFREN! I WANA TELL YOU THIS!
Someday, I'll learn it *winkx*
Hmmm.. Then we went back Causeway Point for a night movie.
We bought lots of food into the cinema, as I was really HUNGRY!
But it was a bad decision made by me.
'cause the movie made me feel like puking!!! *bleahss:(*
My boyfren was so busy enjoying the movie lahs.
It's his kind of movies.. Not mine:/

Euro Funfair is back lers!
I wanna go on the Ferris Wheel! ^^

KNOW ME! ^^

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SIXTEEN!

We are SIXTEEN!! ^^
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`forever mahs?

I need time

Two nights of crying in a row
I am feeling both emotionally and physically weak alrdy.
*sighs* I am still confused.

stupidstomach

Today's a rather okay day.
Hehs. But tuition was abit off for me.
I flared up at the kids.
Yes. Me flared up.
'Cause they were so not serious about their work.
Oh wells.
Maybe, I just have no patience with the kids bahs.
No motherly-characteristics.
*bleahs*

Met Junhao Kor for dinner @lot one.
SHIT lah. I forgot that I shldn't be eating spicy stuffs/or even stuffs without chilli in it.
*reminisces*
hmm.. Not that I missed whoever lahs.
But I guess.. I am really dependent on people.
HMMS.. Must learn to be independent.
Ahh wells.. Back to the dinner.
Had a nice chat with Kor.
Then I realised there was another Junhao nearby.
goodness me! It's the duno-how-many-times I have seen him this month.
Chatting with Kor was nice.. but something's amiss somehow.
As though he's hiding sth from me.
*shrugs* don't like the feeling of it.
Bought Bubble tea, then we walked around 'cause no place to sit.
Then I saw a junior. *I forgot his name. hehs*
Nice guy.. he was so blurly walking around..
Poor guy.. Must be under too much stress :/

Then Home Sweet Home.
I think the kids' germs are getting to me.
My immune is going down!
Help! :(

One Word

Disappointment.

I expect too much, I guess.

My supposedly Off-day.
But I have tuition in approx a hr later.
It's a new student.
A primary two girl.
It will go well, I guess?
I have been longing for a little girl to teach, haven't I?
*smiles*

I know I shouldn't be having negative thoughts.
But, today I woke up, feeling a little disappointed.
'Cause, initially, I was so looking forward to today.
But ended up, plans were changed.
And, I will not be attending Night Jaunt with my boyfriend.
Not anymore:/
'Cause this year is the last one.
What a disappointment!
No worries! I am okay!

Somehow, I find life too routined for me now.
At times, I think I am daydreaming.
Perhaps, my ideal state of happiness is just simply too far from reality.
Perhaps, I am thinking too much?
Rawrr! I need surprises!

Thursday Again :)

Its Thursday Again.
Meaning tomorrow would be my off-day.
But for tml, I won't be having any rest!
'Cause I just took up another student.
Hey! I didn't do it willingly! I'm not that hard-up for cash anyway.
This new kid seems desperate for a teacher
and the mum just forcefully talked me into accepting the task of teaching the kid for a month.
But yups, tml's gg to be an exception that I won't be resting.
Gona fit the new kid into other days.
I love myself alot d! :D

Did nothing much today.
Boyfren came over to find me after his EVENTFUL nightout.
He came and slept at my living room after reading some books -__-
He left after I woke him up and asked him to go home to sleep instead.
-____-
And then I slacked around..
Cooked maggi mee.
Got pricked by a prawn ! :( Its hurting stil! :((((
Watched tee vee and chatted on msn until it was time to leave the house for tuition.
Meowmeow is sick today.
He's like dying lahs.
He didn't know I had arrived and had been settled comfortably watching teevee :S
Poor meowmeow.
I would feel terribleterrible if I were like that too.
*prays hard that I won't get his germs*

And it's finally home sweet home for me! :)
Feeling kind of giddy.
Heavy heavy head :/
I think I didn't sleep enuff lahs.
Yes! It must be! I WILL NOT fall sick! :D

AJC concert @esplanade.

The concert was a blast! :D
Goodness! The vibes from the choir was simply great! :)
Loves the music pieces *melts*
Loves their costumes.. SO NICE! :)
Seeing them onstage, made me tear.
I missed being ther.
It reminded me of the regrets I had when I chose to keep up choir for something worthless.
Call me stupid.
I know it myself :(
Though at times sacrifices have to be made in order for better things to come, but I have learnt, that at times, I shouldn't let my heart rule my actions anymore.

THIS POST IS FOR YOU!

JEREMY LIM!
This post is for you.
Thanks for accompanying me today.
Yaya.. I know that phrase has been used umpteen times by me lers.
But, really.
Thank you.
Thanks for tolerating me.
At times, I can be really hard to handle.
Especially my unreasonable and terrible-vegetable moodswings.
Thanks for giving in to me all the time.

There were many occasions like today.
That, I got so upset that I just want to be alone.
So upset, that I just asked you to ignore me.
But never once, you let me cry alone.
You called almost immediately each time.
To make sure that I was okay.
And then, make time to come find me despite your busy schedule for the day.
I don't know why.
It's as though you read my mind and know that I needed someone around.
Perhaps, you did it knowingly/unknowingly.. But really, thanks amillion dear:)

JEREMY LIM!
I want to let you know,
I really really love you:)
And thanks for all the little things you do, just to make me happy:)
*hugs*

Busy MOnday :D

Was going to update this yesterday.
But I was kind of tired ysd when I reached home.
Hmm.. Cancelled tuition yesterday.
As in postponed to friday! there goes my holiday:(
Ah wells.. Me met ster at wlds ctrl with the BIGBIG board which caused me to be even more clumsier than ever!
Went to write msges on it and stick the nice HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHONG wordings on it.
Then we headed off to Mh's place.
Ster got the wrong block lo!
Bleahs!
Mh was shocked when he saw us.
*evil grin*

mh gav us a treat@ foodcourt after much struggling with us.
Was so full that I felt nauseous:(
Went met up with Jer and his family :)
We went to Swensens for deserts.
SEE?!! Its not me being a glutton!
I am always ard people who want to go eat stuffs that I like!
ITS NOT ME!! :D
Hehs.

* ... *

Urms. Finally I finished doing all the stuffs I need to do.
I washed clothes with the washing machine for the FIRST TIME by MYSELF :D
Achievement eh?
Then Me went watch tee vee.
Then I realised Daddy's fish were swimming close to the surface of the water.
Then I realised the water pump for the tank was SPOILT.
*then I PANICKED*
I actually changed and cleaned the tank all by MYSELF! ^^
So Proud of myself.
I'm falling in love with myself le :DDDD

Ah.. Anewaes, today went meet up with Gene n Flor.
Kinda last-min.
Whoa!
I must say..my acting skills have improved tremendously.
Gave Gene his early bday surprise @ Pizzahut.
Seriously, Pizzahut should give me a VIP card lorhs :D
Oh wells. Glad that Gene's happy about tt :)
HAPPY EARLY BDAY EUGENE TOH! ^^

*sighs*

*sighs*
I just read something.
I feel sad.
Sad for my parents.
What have they done to ever deserve to be treated like that by their very own son?
This son of theirs simply don't know whats gratitude.
All he knew, was to rebel.
All he knew, was that his friends are so nice to him.
Ya right. Go and live with them then.
See how many will take you in.
My daddy and mummie give in to him so much, yet he doesn't know how to appreciate it.
Seriously, is this son inhumane or what?
I feel heartbroken for my parents. :(

PAYDAY!

~lalala
Its pay day today! WEEEEEE..
But I spent like more than half of it within an hr:(
CAN YOU IMAGINE ME SPENDING 360 bucks all in an hr?!! :/
I don't find it believeable lahs.
nono.. I am no spendthrift.
Bought necessities, a new sweater and diamond earrings for jer's mummie.
Went Osim to ask about upapa.
ITS 368bucks lahs.
Nearly bought it as I was kinda rash in my decisionmaking all the time:/
But yups, I chose to bank in the rest of my money to prevent myself from buying things out of temptations :D

I MISS YOU TOO CELEST!! ^^